She’s a strong lady that everyone knows. Loud, a fighter, someone who never gives up easily, that’s how they describe her.But not everyone knows that inside her is a little voice asking for someone to understand and accept her , someone who will ask her “how are you?”

In spite of the pain, I am grateful with who I still have at this moment and I’m glad where I’m at right now.

Lately, life is slowly getting better and I know I’am blessed far more than I deserved. In spite of the pain I’ve experienced, I am  grateful with who I still have at this moment and I’m glad where I’m at right now.

Glancing from the past, I’ve learned a lot from those struggles I’ve been through, those crying moments, tons of insecurities that I have to keep, the feeling of sadness and emptiness I tried to hide. I smile, but behind those smiles I know I’am crying inside. These things maybe inevitable and that’s what reality is, but these struggles may either break  or make you a stronger person, just what like the old saying goes. 

My heart was shattered into pieces before, but piece by piece my heart is slowly getting okay and I believe sooner or later it will be better. Though the scar will remain and things can never be undone, I still believe that someday this heart will learn to love again and when that time comes she will make sure she’ll cry not because of heartaches but because of over flowing happiness.

cold weather + messy table…Hello reality! 
Can’t post it on fb nor twitter, so better hide it here co’z yea I miss my study buddy .

cold weather + messy table…Hello reality! 

Can’t post it on fb nor twitter, so better hide it here co’z yea I miss my study buddy .

I still care but I’m done chasing you. I might miss you and think of you at times but  I’m done fighting for a person who doesn’t even care about me anymore. It’s good to hear that you still remember me at times but please, stop bothering me with those questions. How insensitive can you be to tell those things.